it might not be the dog but some serious sinus infections. The bloodresults are not back yet, probably takes a few more days. I have been taking a spray for my nose for the last few days and it has actually improved a bit to the better. I have been telling my doctor every time I saw him that I still had infections in my troat and nose, but he never went into that deeper. I am going to make an appointment with a troath nose and ear doctor as we call them(KNO arts) as this looks like something that will not go away by itself.
corinnexxx
Went to the doctors yesterday to get my results for the lungtest from last Friday and the results were good. Happy about that, so now I have to wait till Friday to hear my blood results.
Having a relaxed 2 weeks ahead, no real deadlines for a chance which is nice :). I think I will be working on my album for my upcoming weekend in Germany, which I am looking forward to.
Last week I finally finished my taxes for 2008, something I had been keep putting forward. Also my friend Danielle came over on Fiday evening to scrap which was fun as well. I made this lo which is so much more me than the last x-mas lo's that I showed a post back. Felt good to scrap just for me again.
Corinnexxx
Made these lo's for the KKD with Kars own Christmas line. I had a hard time working on these since these are not my colors/things(and sorry for the bad quality pics, I borrowed a friends camera and took them quickly without giving it a second look). Thanks to my friend Birgit I had at least good pics to work with. I made more but they are too ugly or they will be in a magazine so either way I am not showing you :)
I had my lungtest this morning and boy oh boy that was so hard! they test how much contence your lungs have by blowing to a machine really deep in and in one time hard out till you have no more breath(a couple of times) I thought I died of coughing, even after taking the Ventolin(asthma medication) it was really bad. I mean REALLY bad! I felt like my head was exploding and I have been feeling incredible tired all day. On monday I will hear the results, but I can already tell that it wasn't good. Sigh...I hate feeling this way, I wish I knew what is going on with me.
Corinnexxx
corinnexxx
to my health problems. Like many of you know I have been having problems with my lungs and throat since December. In August I was diagnosed with Asthma, BUT the medicines do not help. I can hardly breath and I have infections in my lungs and nose constantly. My mom said it months ago, but now I start to believe it as well. I think this is the reason of my problems:
It is our dog Issi who we got in December :(
It makes me so incredible sad to think that she might have to go live with someone else, because it is impossible to keep her here, my health keeps getting worse. This morning I did a blood test to make sure I indeed am allergic of dogs, but the doctor also agreed with me that this would probably be the case.
This is going to be so hard, especially for Anthony. He can't deal with loss. he is still grieving my grandpa's dead who has been gone now for a couple of years. He hardly saw him but he says he misses him so much and can still cry about it. I can't even think of the reaction he would have if Issi is not here anymore. This is my main worry, this will have such a HUGE impact on him. I am so afraid he will become depressed again and starts to talk about suicide again(we have had those periods since he was 3 years old). no one we know close by wants to have her. Which is what I was hoping for so the kids could visit her whenever they wanted. DH says he found a room for me to rent(apparently he wants the dog to stay over me ;)
One more week and than we know for sure.
Corinnexxx
waited till I could do a post with some lo's but I forgot to take pics of them myself so I have to wait till "a surtain someone ;)"will send them to me.
So what have I been up to. Went to the KKD which was fun as always, saw a few of my friends again which is always nice. I had to demonstrate with the KARS X-mas Collection. A nice line but not me so I was having a bit of a hard time doing that which is a good lesson for next time not to work with products that are not me.
While I was at the KKD Jadenn got his first swimming diploma. DH was instructed how to use my camera and I told him to take lots of pictures, but that I was happy with at least one good shot. Little did I know that he took his job very seriously and he had been taking photo's standing on those blocks you dive from, and have been standing where the teachers were instead of sitting with the rest of the parents watching on the other part of the swimming pool. I was laughing so hard when I asked him how the hell he could have taking a certain shot. He told me what he did and did it because he didn't wanted to dissapoint me. That they never told him to go away is a mistery to me, but I am so glad he did because now I have the best pictures to re-cap his dimploma swimming for me to watch.
I have been talking to the kids their teachers to see how they are doing in school and they are both doing good at this point. I am so happy with that :)
been editing photo's most of the week which I have posted some on my other blog and some I still need to post. got two shoots this week and they are both babies, one is a few weeks old the other has just been born. Got so many idea's and hopefully they work out as I planned them in my head.
In just a few weeks I will be teaching in Germany at CAR and I am looking forward to it already :)
Here is a sneak peek of the album which will be sponsored by American Crafts, Cosmo Cricket, Sassafras and a lot more!!
Best of all Danielle Thompson has made a special printout just for this class which is the coolest I think! If you have never seen her products please make sure to check them out they work so well with digital as paper scrapbooking.
it is also again the start of the new season of many shows that I watch on-line. Army Wifes season 3 has been on for a few weeks now and I am loving it so much. Tonight the new season of Gossip Girl will start so that I will watch first thing tomorrow morning :). than on the 24th my all time favorite Grey's Anatomy, so can't wait to see that one and last but not least October first Private Pactice :)
Also watch some things on MTV.com like Making his band, America's Best Dance Crew, P Diddy's Starmaker and some more. I hardly ever watch regular tv but when i have some time I will watch these.
corinnexxx
